I'm very disheartened. Yesterday I spent all day working on a new deviation and it turned out pretty good

I was even considering to start a character series based off of it. But misfortune has struck and I noticed a smudge of color that was sticking out. I decided to delete that submission and replace it with a modified one. Along with the mistake of submitting something that hasn't been completely inspected, I made another while cleaning up my Sta.sh. I deleted all incomplete versions of my deviations, including the ones for the deviation I wanted to resubmit. After deleting the deviation, I found out that the finished product was also deleted from my Sta.sh! And to think they'd leave a copy of it on there T.T So now I am left with no trace of my beloved drawing and I'm not up to draw anymore because 1) the incident and 2) I'm about to go back to school. I
may decide to do one more with my last few days of summer, if I have an impulse to draw. Yesterday was such a waste of time and concern. *sigh* But, there are so many more opportunities to improve my drawing (desperately) and create better works of art. If only I can devote my entire life to it (not very possible for me, I'm O.K. with that):I
Hope everyone had a fantastic summer! B)